I never had a teddy-bear...

Wow.

2009-04-06T16:37:18Z

Feeling the floor under your feet shake? Not, NOT a happy feeling. Waking up seeing and feeling everything dancing all around you? Well.

No damage in Rome, but it's a fucking disaster in Aquila, a disaster. Death and buildings crumbling.

See? I'm saying it all the time, at some point the earth rebels.

OMG.

2009-02-01T10:55:32Z

Xie, does Kyrie do this?

Or maybe it sings because FUCKING PINK FLOYD ARE THERE AROUND HIM AND I MEAN I THINK PINK FLOYD COULD HAVE MADE A PIG HOWL IF THEY WANTED ç__ç

Notice how freaking hot is David Gilmour, yes.

Grrrr!!

2009-01-31T22:03:57Z

THE WHOLE CREDITING OF ICONS IS B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T!!

Yes, in the past every time I posted a batch of icons I put those damned rules in the end (how ANNOYING, how did you not ever yell at me or something), but I was young and stupid, now I'm still young and still stupid but had I still been making icons now days I would never have cared if people credited me at all.

Hot-linking is wrong. Saying you made an icon when actually you, uh, didn't is...is only stupid, but I mean, wanna do it? DO IT! Whoever the fuck cares, maybe it makes you feel happy for a few minutes. Not commenting when taking? Maybe a bit rude, but hey, what the fuck eveeeerrrrrr, it's just freaking icons!

But NOT CREDITING? I'm telling you, whoever makes anyone feel bad for not crediting needs to take a deep breath and move on with life.

I WANT TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS. I did hassle Vamphile once upon a time about not having all of her icons credited? HAD I BEEN VAMPHILE I WOULD HAVE SAID FUCK ME MANY MANY TIMES.

Because...I know, I know when you make something nice you feel proud of it, but realize, please, that it won't ever hang in a museum or something, that the image you used isn't yours, that the textures you maybe used aren't yours, that in the end it's just pixels.

ANYWAY IF YOU WANNA USE MY ICONS YOU CAN USE THEM AND PUT 'SANTA CLAUS' IN THE CREDITING SPOT.

:P

(the icon I'm using doesn't have anything to do with what I'm rambling about but hey isn't Mel's mouth around Lindsay's nipple pretty?).

Goodbye.

The world confirms to be a shitty place to live in.

2009-01-22T03:29:52Z

STOP THE MASSACRE OF CIVILIANS IN GAZA.

OMG.

2009-01-13T17:45:38Z

In the chance there's anyone who has not seen these, I'm posting them in my journal.

BECAUSE THEY ARE...INCREDIBLY, INCREDIBLY HILARIOUS.

The Drunk History Series:

One.

Two.

Two-Poinit-Five.

Three.

Four.

It's Bush!!! ...or is it... lol.

2008-09-12T14:37:58Z

Bwahwahwahwah.

I love Maurizio Crozza, he makes me pee pee :x

Woo-hoo!

2008-08-31T11:28:23Z

Was looking at tb_ll57's flist, and saw this:

*dies*

Originally posted by taithe!

:D

It made me smile.

youbetterwiseup @ 2008-06-28T01:59:00

2008-06-27T23:59:59Z

View Poll: Ilaria is......

:D...D:

2008-06-14T02:43:12Z

There was Ron Howard shooting the prequel of the movie 'The Da Vinci Code' tonight in Piazza Navona :D :D :D

I got to see Tom Hanks acting! It was pretty surreal ^_^

(although right now we got Bush here in Rome, too, don't we? He and Berlusconi are having all kinds of fun together, the pretty homo couple that they are D: Do you know what Berlusconi said? He said he would love for McCain to win because that way he wouldn't be the oldest fucker in the next G8...and I really don't want to be Italian and accept the fact that he's representing me. You know, I want Obama to win SO BAD. I really really want to see how Berlusconi behaves around him. Can't really start licking Obama's ass, too, right. At least I hope so :|)

^_^"

2008-06-08T12:24:43Z

For those of you who asked for more pics from the Roma Pride, I'd have loved to post my own, but trust me, they are HORRIBLE (*hangs head in shame*).

So instead, I'm sending you to look at these galleries: gallery one & gallery two.

Enjoy! :)

Oh sluttiness!

2008-05-21T23:43:27Z

And oh, poopiness :(

I think it's only fair that I warn my flist that...my qaf obsession has greatly decreased as of late >_<
And that...as much as I still love the show and the characters and Giastin Mine veryveryvery much (I'll always be hearting them in my heart and thinking about them in the wee hours of the night), I can't see myself taking part in any fandom activity anymore.
Not that surprising, right? Seeing my behaviour in the past weeks, I mean.

Soooo, what I'm trying to say is, I totally understand if anyone wants to take me off their flists...given that you won't be seeing much qaf-related stuff from this journal in the future. What you will be seeing is exactly what you have been seeing for a while now...random rl posts and various dorky interests-related posts.

I have tried to cling to my obsession, but I found it only irritated me ç__ç

OH FORGIVE ME FANDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

*goes to hide under the bed*

\o/

2008-05-17T01:38:23Z

You know what I LOVE?

I LOVE DANCING WITH JUST MY BRA AND UNDIES ON, LISTENING TO OLD ITALIAN MUSIC WITH MY MP3 PLAYER!!!!!!!!!!

I swear I get crazy. I look must look absolutely ridiculous. BUT GOD, IT'S FUN.

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE IT.

And I'm the one who hates dancing in front of people :D

A little music.

2008-05-16T03:34:59Z

Music. Because I can't seem to make one more icon for my claim, I need to take a break. So, instead of staying up all night to work on my table, I'm staying up all night to listen to music.

Yes.

Premiata Forneria Marconi, "Impressioni di Settembre"

Modena City Ramblers, "I Cento Passi"

This song talks about Peppino Impastato, killed by the mafia. I love the Modena City Ramblers ç__ç

Doing some pimping in the night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-13T22:41:11Z

Mine beyotiful Clo', for you the darleen' gmta_nz (:P), wrote a really beyotiful piece of writing, which I've declared as mine as she is ^__^

I Never Had A Teddy Bear

*cough*

Does the title remind you of anything at all.

ANYWAY.

GO READ IT NOW. FOR TWO REASONS:

1) It's mine. I mean. It's hers. But now that she has given birth to it, I stole it *fondles it in the dark of her room and feeds it biscuits*
2) It's beyotiful ♥

:D

Some times too much sugar is GOOD ^_______^

2008-05-11T21:28:57Z

For the moms in my flist!

NO. FOR ALL THE MOMS IN THE WOOOOORLD *\o/*

I fight all the freaking time with mine, but there's no denying how muchly muhcly I wuv her ;D

So. VIVA LA MAMMA!!!

Unrelated but it's not worth a post of its own: I realize I've been pretty much absent lately. I think it's my 'sick of the blogging' phase ^__^"
But the good (or bad, depending on the opinion you have of me!) news is, I usually get over it and start posting/taking part in things again in earnest.

Love! Hallo! Next time! Mwah!

Culinary wondefullness \o/

2008-04-30T07:44:25Z

You need to know that I am a 'mangiona'. One who eats lots and lots, like six times a day. Breakfast, middle of the morning, lunch, middle of the afternoon, dinner...and midnight, too. So that makes it seven times. Uh-uh. What I want to say is that, apart from a period three years ago when I decided I was on a strict diet because I was a bit overweight, all my life I have eaten really, really a lot. And recently even more, because more often than not I am bored/need food to cheer me up ^o^

Today, I want to present you a meal that literally makes my mouth water, and it's even healthy, wooohoooo!!!

Yes, people. Yesterday for lunch I had oranges. Sliced oranges with a little oil and salt. And crackers to go with it (photo courtesy of my flippin' new camera, folks mine, cool as all shit).
It was so delicious. So delicious.

So delicious.

So delicious.

So delicious.

So delicious.

So delicious.

So delicious.

So delicious.

So delicious.

And even a cook!tard like me can do it!! You just need a coupla oranges (good oranges, though...mmmmmh, juicy, juicy oranges *_*), then you peel 'em off leaving some of the white stuff, slice 'em up and add a little olio extravergine d'oliva and saaaalt. And then you pick up your favourite brand of crackers, and every time you put a succulent orange slice in your mouth, take a bite of cracker, too. You shall die chewing the awesomeness.

Sadly, soon I won't be able to eat my way through oranges anymore, since winter is over here, yo. And oranges are fading away ç__ç
I wanted to immortalize the meal.

Icone, icone, icone.

2008-04-29T21:04:52Z

These icons were requested by people over at danger_graphics. I'm posting them here, too, because I always post my icons here, too, don't I. DUH! ^o^
And because these ARE shareable. Apart from the ones with usernames on them, but something tells me you aren't insterested in taking icons with other poeple's usernames on them xD

Preview:

01. 1b. 02.

03. 04. 05.

06. 07. 08.

09. 10. 10b.

11. 11b. 12.

13. 14. 14b.

15. 15b. 16.

16b. 17. 18.

18b. 19. 19b.

20. 20b. 21.

22. 23. 24.

25. 26. 26b.

27. 28. 29.

30. 30b. 31.

32. 33. 34.

Take/credit, comments are like sweet ambrosia from the skies, no hot-linking (please!!) and no altering!

Weew. Off to bed now.

Today is a very important day.

2008-04-25T17:10:43Z

25 APRILE 1945 - 25 APRILE 2008

One more, since besamislabios mentioned Bandiera Rossa!

Because not everyone in this goddamn country is a fascist.

Ciao e grazie, partigiano.

Wooohoooo finally \o/ (^__^")

2008-04-22T14:15:07Z

Ooof! Sluttiness, making this set of icons was kinda like peeling raw skin from a severe burn. Hee :D
So yes, it was lots and lots of fun :|
No.
But still! I now have many icons to offer. AND BANNERS OMG. Aren't you all very happy.

Preview:

01. 02. 03.

04. 05. 06.

07. 08. 09.

10. 11. 12.

13. 14. 15.

16. 17. 18.

19. 20. 21.

22. 23. 24.

25. 26. 27.

28. 29. 30.

31. 32. 33.

34. 35. 36.

37.

- Take/credit
- Comment if you snag something. Of course, you can comment if you don't take anything, too :DDD
- Don't alter
- No hot-linking
- Want an icon without text, ask me; want text added to an icon, ask me again :X
- ENJOY! ♥♥♥

Post-birthday obligatory thank you all, mine folks! post :)))

2008-04-20T06:49:10Z

Thank you to:

reizaine (mine eternal lover, I slobber you drenched, beluved splendilful that you are!), ohfreckle, friday82, pfodge, sexy_pumpkin, seanmegansean, litlemspowerful and firehead30 for the virtual gifts!!! So many pretty pretzies to make my info page look luvelier *_*

Thank you also to:

noapologies, snowmore, galesweetie, sexy_pumpkin (hee, again!), singlewoman, no_apologies_86, zaipixie, hsbfc, pfodge (AGAIN!), seanmegansean (mmmwah!), nolyana, critic75, shadownyc, lunachickk, pixiebullets, rinmonsterer (OMG, GIASTIN THE PET IS SO MINE NEW OBSESSION ♥), melancholia_clo (tesoruccia!), jans_intentions, kinnetikart, sra_black, randysgirl_645, court1429, aramina, not_yet_defined, anoel, firehead30 and foreverbm for the birthday posts!! :D :D :D

Then also thank you to (omg I hope I don't forget anyone!) happier_bunny, court1426, ellyrianna, qafmaniac, tweedygal and testdog65 for the birthday cards ^___^

Thank you to happier_bunny and xie_xie_xie for SEASON 5 OF QUEER AS FUCK SDKGFAOISURTOAIUSDGHVJKZXCBHVKLZJX. You heard me. I can't wait fot it to arrive :DDDD

And finally, thank you to kaca004, randomposting (mysterious stranger who wished me a happy birthday, lol!), stephmck, my2cats and rebeccama for the birthday wishes :X

How did my birthday go anyway. IT WAS SO NOT A BLAST. Of the only two 'friends' who I thought would remember to wish me a happy birthday, none called. But maybe it was me who had too much expectation. It doesn't matter, I felt loved anyway. Even if by my fandom friends. My family sure treated me well, too! I have a new digital camera, people!! That means I can now take grrrreat pics, and even make icons from them ^__^
Speaking of icons...I had thought about putting up a request post over at danger_graphics, but nanoa just did another one, so I'm guessing I lost my chance :|
I am also thinking about doing another 100icons. But I don't really know who might be the best subject...I don't want to do b/j.

The icon I'm posting with, my new default, is zaipixie's gift to meeeeeee. Isn't it pwetty and luvely and pwetty and GIASTIN. And it's also aaaaaall mine ^__^

Mmmmh. Okey. Think I'm done :X

Shit damn.

2008-04-17T16:23:22Z

I had a break down, it happens sometimes. I was very, very upset and angry (still am somewhat angry, sorry if I sound a little harsh, it's not your fault), and after posting my 12784659876th woe-is-me post, I was quite disgusted with myself, for always coming here to whine about how much I feel like shit, and I did what I did, I deleted my journals. Because I thought I was using them as an escape route. And as a whining fuck-fest, imposing my shit on you all the time. My issues are ridiculous, and I should just shut up. And that's why I deleted my accounts.
I went to bed, and now here I am. Here, I am ok. I behaved like a little girl, like the worse drama queen to ever live. I won't apologize for my break down, I couldn't avoid it. Maybe it got as bad as it did exactly because I was forcing it down. But I do want to apologize for making people worry. I thought it was clear nothing bad had happened to me, apart from me being the depressed shit I am, but some of you reacted very strongly and now I feel bad. Guess I deserve it. Sorry, I really am. You shouldn't be subjected to my lunatic behaviors. Well, now I'll forever feel ashamed of myself. Goob job, Ilaria.

Please, forgive.

And sorry also to those of you who got the chance to read my last post before I deleted everything. That was...wow, that was possibly something someone who is about to go out and kill everybody would write. I admit I hit a new kind of pissedness mixed with depression this morning. When I deleted my accounts I thought I was doing the right thing for me. Deleting my journals to start facing reality some. But uh. That was incredibly shitty of me, towards you. Yeah, forgive.

I'm not sure what I can say to make it better. Nothing, probably.

Disabling comments because you already went out of your way to reach out for me. I know you care. I care, too, I just get overwhelmed sometimes :(

Shit, this is embarrassing. *kneels over nails*

I think maybe possibly ice cream for breakfast wasn't too good an idea upset in the stomach

2008-04-17T06:01:55Z

PHOTOSHOP: Ilaria, you've been cheating on me, you dirty slut.

ME: ...It's not like that!! I...I'm just not very willing to stress the fuck out of myself using you, darling mine :(

PHOTOSHOP: How dare you say I stress you! YOU stress ME. You use me like you'd use a tissue to blow your nose, you take pride in the things I do, you think you are this great graphics maker, when actually I can tell you now, the things you produce with my incommensurable powers are LAME.

ME: Oh, mine Shoppy!!! WHY ARE YOU SO MAD AT ME!! I'm not the worst master you could have, you know!!! I treat you well enough!!

PHOTOSHOP: It's been days. Days in which YOU didn't EVER open me up. I'm collecting dust on your computer. I feel like a lover who's been thrown away. You are going out, why are you going out. You NEVER go out, Ilaria. Never. You don't have friends, we both know that. Still you're pretending to go out, have fun, meet people. YOU EVEN PUT ON SOME MAKE UP YESTERDAY. Are you nuts. Since when do you wear make up. You love having your impure skin show off its worst features. You love to dress in baggy clothes. You're usually the most badly-dressed woman in Rome.

ME: ç__ç Oh, Shoppy mine beluved one. I'm trying to suck a bit less, mine. And it's not like I'm going out to have fun, meet people, like you think. I'm just dumping my resume everywhere I go. Shops who have little 'looking for personnel' signs hanging from their windows are so doomed. I agree, precious, I dun have friends. But still I sort of maybe re-connected with someone!! :D
You should be happy for me :((

PHOTOSHOP: How can I be happy for you. You have been totally ignoring me. I see the look on your face when you look at my icon on your desktop. It's like you're scared of me. It's like you'd rather cut off a leg than make some love to me again. You hate me, Ilaria!! WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO?? DO I HAVE TO START ACTING UP?? DO I HAVE TO KILL YOUR COMPUTER?? WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO FOR YOU TO NOTICE ME!!!!

ME: It's not your fault, Shoppy Photos, mine sweetest software. It's me, I think all that talking of me and you and hearts and happily ever afters brought bad karma upon my muses. I don't want to make love to you, because I know you wouldn't find any pleasure in my lame attempts at making the both of us feel good. I am not inspired. I kinda hate icons. I mean, I love icons. But not right now, Shoppy darling.
I have been rejected once again, you know. I'm not going to have the hostess job. They called me yesterday, said if I wanted I could be back-up, in case one of the chosen ones couldn't make it. Maybe you're right, luvely, maybe I simply suck too much.

PHOTOSHOP: :((

ME: ...

PHOTOSHOP: Well, ok. Don't worry about me, precious master. I can see how failing can sort of kill your artistic plunges. Uum...recover. And...go out with that one person you said you reconnected with and...have fun? I will be here, when you feel like playing with me again. I don't really think the things we produce together are all that bad, I was being an asshole. Uum. Love you, master.

ME: Love you too lots and lots, Shoppy awesome mine. One day I'll feel like having more sons with you, right now I want to...uh. Find a job, first and foremost. And then maybe possibly find some friends, what do you think ç__ç

PHOTOSHOP: Go in peace, you have my blessing.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

All that, mine flist, to say that you won't be seeing any new batch of icons from me until I feel like making one again. Last time I said I was taking a break, I didn't, I know. But that time it was forced, not because I actually wasn't inspired or didn't feel like using Photoshop. Now it's different. I feel sick just looking at the icon posts in my flist. Oh, mind you, not because they suck xD
Because when I can't make something I want to see nothing of it.

And yes, turns out I won't have the hostess job. My dad was really pissed. Not at me, but it made me feel worse, 'cos I know he was really hoping I'd get it. Well, shit.

Very happy belated birthday to singlewoman, sorry sorry sorry, darling :(
I hope it was a great birthday.

And a not-as-belated happy birthday to jans_intentions, I see you got many pretzies and much love, so I feel a little less bad for being a bit late :D
Hope your birthday was goodgoodgood to you :X

Aloa everyone.

Come see where I live...:D

2008-04-14T21:14:11Z

ITALY SUCKS.

But I love Rome. I LOVE Rome. I live in Rome, I was born in Rome, Rome is MY city.

I can go walk down Via del Corso...

And reach the beautiful Piazza del Popolo...

I can then go back through Via del Babbuino...

...and reach Piazza Venezia...

Then, I can visit Largo Argentina...

I can go to Piazza di Spagna!

Then, I must go to Piazza Navona ♥

There's Piazza della Repubblica, of course...

Via Nazionale (I walked down this street today...)

Beautiful Campo dei Fiori...

I come here often at night ;)

Pantheon, anyone?

Maybe you prefer the Fori Imperiali...

and the Colosseum, yes...

Perhaps you would like to visit Castel Sant'Angelo?

The Campidoglio?

The Lungo Tevere?

Come with me to Villa Borghese? The wonderful, stunning Villa Borghese...

You can't miss the Circo Massimo, either!

Via Cola Di Rienzo...

Piazza Farnese!

Or come look down on Rome from the Pincio's balcony...

The isola Tiberina? In the middle of the river? :D

I came here a lot last summer, there were lots of open bars along the sides of the river *_*

And there's the Vatican, also. Taken hostage by the Pope, but such a beautiful place...;)

And much, much more. 'Cos my city is possibly the most beautiful city in the whole world...Roma Caput Mundi :P

Merda merda merda!

2008-04-14T16:47:27Z

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

PLEASE, NOT BERLUSCONI. PLEASE, NOT BOSSI, NOT FINI.

FUCK.

Sinistra Arcobaleno: disfatta più totale. Non si arriva nemmeno in parlamento.
VELTRONI, SEI RIUSCITO SOLO A FREGARE VOTI A SINISTRA, E MENO MALE CHE AVRESTI DOVUTO PRENDERLI A DESTRA. E TI COMPLIMENTI PURE CON SILVIO, BUFFONE. BUFFONI TUTTI. BUFFONI GLI ITALIANI.

Turns out Italy is a country of fascists, be very afraid. Gotta get outta here.

youbetterwiseup @ 2008-04-14T06:28:00

2008-04-14T04:28:30Z

Neon Genesis Evangelion owns me. BECAUSE I AM A DORK OKKEY.

Also, today I'm going to buy shoes to wear with the sexhay black suit for the hostess job!!

*\o/*

I am already dreading it :|
Heels get my poor delicate feet all blistered and red and swollen...oh, poor poor feet mine! D:
How will I ever be able to stand for 10 hours on HEELS...dies.

Also, my mission is to have another batch of icons ready before Friday. Why, you ask. Because I feel like stressing myself out.

OKKEY? OKKEY!
DO YOU CARE? OKKEY, YOU DON'T! I DON'T, EITHER! LET'S ALL EAT SOME SOUP!

I never had a teddy-bear...

Wow.

OMG.

Grrrr!!

The world confirms to be a shitty place to live in.

OMG.

It's Bush!!! ...or is it... lol.

Woo-hoo!

youbetterwiseup @ 2008-06-28T01:59:00

:D...D:

^_^"

Oh sluttiness!

*\o/*

A little music.

Doing some pimping in the night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some times too much sugar is GOOD ^_______^

Culinary wondefullness *\o/*

Icone, icone, icone.

Today is a very important day.

Wooohoooo finally *\o/* (^__^")

Post-birthday obligatory thank you all, mine folks! post :)))

Shit damn.

I think maybe possibly ice cream for breakfast wasn't too good an idea *upset in the stomach*

Come see where I live...:D

Merda merda merda!

youbetterwiseup @ 2008-04-14T06:28:00

\o/

Culinary wondefullness \o/

Wooohoooo finally \o/ (^__^")

I think maybe possibly ice cream for breakfast wasn't too good an idea upset in the stomach